If your dreams don't scare you, they are not big enough

Well... I have my flight booked for New Zealand. I go from being really scared to really excited to everything in between. (And a lot of it is, oh my gosh... I can't believe I'm doing this... what was I thinking?!)
It's kind of nerve-wracking...knowing that I'm on own for this one. I'll be traveling a good portion of the journey with a girl from Germany... so that helps a little bit. There are still so many details that need to be taken care of and it kind of FREAKING ME OUT. I'm someone that plans everything way in advance... and this is one instance in which I'm not able to do that. I can plan some of it, but a good portion is going to be just going with the flow. AH! Lesson in patience? Faith? 
Definitely going to be adventure that will stretch me in ways I haven't even thought of. 

So... for those of you interested in the tentative plan...
Feb 11-Feb 20 Auckland, New ZealandFeb 20-Feb 28 Raglan, New ZealandFeb 28-March 13 Rotorua, New ZealandMarch 15-March 25 ????, New ZealandMarch 28-April 7 Sydney, AustraliaApril 8-April 12 Alice Springs, Australia April 13 Arrive HOME :)
Bucket List for DOWN UNDER: 
Stay on a farmGo to kangaroo sanctuary
KayakingBiking
Attempt to learn how to surf
Waitomo cave tubing
Pakiri beach horseback riding
Auckland Bridge Climb/Bungee JumpingOutback excursion 

I'm not big on stereotypical Christianese things... but this song has been calming me down. I think I'm adopting this song for while I'm away: 
I know Who goes before meI know Who stands behindThe God of angel armiesIs always on my sideThe One who reigns foreverHe is a Friend of mineThe God of angel armiesIs always by my side